Epic day

Yeah it's school day again, and it's been "epic" like the title goes. lol.
Got back a couple of my test results, got 77 for both English and Chem, which sucks. As I would regard those 2 as 2 of my best, besides Math. WHY 77 LAR?!
Well that's that.

In other unrelated news, Beng Way, Wei Khang and I were talking during Chem (as usual) when Beng Way said "Dey! I didn't fail, I am failing, you(looks to wk) are going to fail and you(looks to me) have failed. I didn't fail" Blah =(

And yes on the way back, wk described it as a "Triple Kill" I'll not get into details. I realized it when I saw a sudden change in wk's walking. BLAH. ==
Then of course, once we got down, it was his turn to dai :D
Why'd I had to turn away ==

Random quotes - "Ok lar, I'll give you (insert smth)..."
"Dude, you can't give me what YOU don't own"

=)

Everything will be fine

Another day, another.. err.. waste of time playing games the whole day? :D
Anyways, if you’re wondering what the title means, it’s a line from “Details In The Fabric by Jason Mraz”. If you haven’t listen to it, go look it up on youtube or smth and give it a try :).

Hahas, it’s Sunday again, which means school tomorrow.. ugh.. Sometimes I feel we never get enough holidays. And that we should also have longer weekends. Haha who doesn’t hope for that? (besides some people I know)

Will be going out soon, to Bukit Tinggi (AGAIN). Gawd, been there way too many times already lol. Hopefully I get back early then I can play DotA/Shaiya :D
Yeah, I know I’m addicted to those 2 games.

In other unrelated news, I just read TheStar newspaper. Why do I even bother mentioning that you ask? Well it’s because I just read an article in it which helped me realize a couple of things. By article I mean those letters people send in for advice on random issues, blablablabla. And I realized, once a mistake is made, there’s no use brooding about it for long periods of time. Doing so won’t help in any way whatsoever. Instead, guess I should just learn from all my past errors and carry on with my life. Start over from scratch. Well, that’s the idea lar.. But whether I can actually do so is a whole ‘nother story. Haha. Note to self – stop being such a coward . Yeap, such peace of mind. Lmao

Guitar nao, then heading out, ciaoz.

And back.. I have no idea wtf is wrong with my parents. They always seem to go all out just to find every single fuckin’ fault with me. And everytime they ask for help with smth before I start gaming, I’ll wait 10 gawd-damned mins for anything. BUT NO ONE CALLS! Then when I fuckin’ start, every faggot in the house bugs me like hell. ARGH

Darkness turns to light

Yeah, monthly test over! Not that I really bothered to begin with. Was practically playing DotA and Shaiya throughout the whole week. And now I'm doing so again. Lol.
Hopefully I did well enough seeing everything was last min study. (what? everyone studies last minute.. right?)
For some reason after I was done with one of the papers on Wednesday, I kept slamming my head against the wall behind me. Don't look at me, I have no idea why I did so to begin with. Note to self - Stop slamming head on walls, it leaves lumps, which hurts, which r much bads.

Needs.. Gaming.. Occupy Mind.. Dammit stuck at same lvl in shaiya noobcake.
Random quote (again) - Jon : Metal emo sentimental faggot (I think that's what he said :D)

Exams

As the title goes, it's the monthly test! (okay so it isn't exactly some huge exam but still..) Ah well, didn't study enough =X spent the past 4 days I had at home... doing what I do best.. Gaming :D
lmao yeah I know and it's taking a huge toll on my studies =X.
Strange.. In a joyful mood again (what's gotten into meh?! D:)

Anyways, I shall attempt to "study" now. For Maths and Chem (sap sap shui lar) while listening to my new playlist of every screamo song I could find in my comp :D

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Well, there goes another crappy day..Wonder how long this is gonna last.. The 1st monthly test of the year starts tomorrow and yet I’m barely prepared. Well I haven’t exactly been in peak studying conditions to begin with anyway.. Haiz

Yesterday was horrible, had a bad day, felt worse at night when smth popped up. I don’t know why everytime that happens I just go into a spiraling depression. This r badz omen. Yeah I know I’ve been told there’s nothing to worry about but I just can’t get it past myself when it was my fault to begin with. It plain sucks to feel as though there’s some weight being pressed against the inside of your chest, otherwise known as your heart.

I take what I said earlier back, listening to happy songs didn’t help one bit. ._.
Ok maybe it does, but that presence just overwrites everything.

And then of course, things will go from bad to worse. Blablablabla
Dad came out and asked me whether I was still playing or not seeing it was already 11+ pm which was really late by his standards.. And I specifically remembered my reply.
I know I friggin’ said “No, I’m am just chatting with my friend now”

AND WTF DOES HE DO?! HE TURNS THE FUCKIN’ MODEM OFF!
LIKE WHAT DAR FOCK?! My fucked up comp will hang every single time the internet is disconnected for reasons beyond my comprehension. Argh, fucked up day -_-ll

And of course the usual drill, takes me up to over a damn hour just to fall asleep as my thoughts rush to my head, as much as I try not to let that happen.
“Go to school with a smile on your face. Don’t emo kay..”
Yeah, w/e. Just let it all cloud my mind, nothing stops it from doing so anyway.

Studying now, doesn’t seem to be working, I’m so friggin' screwed for my test.
And my hair just got mutilated by the local barber, just what I needed to complete my perfect day.

Here We Go Again

It's been exactly 4 weeks since I chose to go along with the damned plan. Why did I do so? I can't remember. It's been hell since then anyways. This time I know it's different cause the previous time I had screwed up, I bounced back reasonably fast. I guess I finally understand why after some thought. I'm sure you've forgotten by now how it went last year. Then again I never expected you to remember. Blah. Rush of thoughts to head again, this r epic badz. Not good. =/

It was that 1st week after.. that.. Yeah it definitely had to be that. Cause normally it'll just take a day or two max for that screwed up feeling to wear off. You just had to sever all ties didn't you. Guess that was what brought me so far down this time.

Blah just ranting to myself while brooding. WK STOP FRIGGIN' POINTING OUT THE OBVIOUS CAUSE I CAN OBVIOUSLY SEE. Funny how the kinds of songs you listen to can really affect your mood, or aggravate it.

Note to self - stop listening to depressing songs.

Bored

Gawd the past few weeks have been passing by like... forever. Maybe that doesn't make sense. Lol. Time seems to be moving so slow now.. The days feel as though they take forever to pass by. Sometimes I just hate it when people point out stuff I do not want to be reminded of. Especially some faggot by the name of "Wei Khang". God it's just so friggin' annoying at times since I already know what he's going to say ==.
Blah, just ranting to myself..

The 7 Sins

Greed, Gluttony, Sloth, Pride, Wrath, Lust, Envy. The 7 sins blablablabla.
Well while looking through random blogs.. I found this quiz on my cousin's one =D
So I thought I'd do it just for fun.

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	High
Sloth:	Very High
Envy:	High
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Medium

Discover Your Sins - Click Here
-The results

Yeah I've always been a sloth, very well aware of that. But "very low" for lust?? C'mon! Then again I never really bothered anymore :D

Lagging

Sorry for the lack of updates. YES, I am very well aware it's been a LONG time since my last post but the past few weeks have been nothing short of shitty. And there's virtually nothing nice to write about =(
So back to livin' my sucky life nao D:
Just wait till smth which has nothing to do with anything depressing happens then maybe I'll write smth :D

Not a good start

Well the CNY hols are almost over.. And so far my year's been a whole lot of crap. Screwed up shit. ARGH. This friggin' sucks.. Also I've not been in the best of moods..
I finally finished writing the post I had earlier intended to post but right now I'd rather not post it.. Maybe I will sometime in the future.. I just don't know.. Starting to feel rage and anger building up again.. Not good..

Anyways.. The whole of the hols I've been at my hometown, a little place called Sitiawan.. Which is BORING D: I don't feel like writing alot so I'll just upload some pictures..

CAUTION DO NOT OPERATE =D
I took the sign from my grandparents house lol.

Thinking has never been a good thing to do.. All it does is allow flashbacks of regretted events.. So I decided to find smth to do that'll take my mind off stuff.. Even for an hour.. Guess what I found? The Gundam toy Natalie gave me C=


Before - Parts lying all over my desk.


After~! Well it wasn't exactly the best assembly I ever did.. Last time I did anything similar was with a car. I can't even remember the name for it == that toy racing car which people assemble themselves and whatnot. My mind's seriously screwed ==

So yeah, can't you see the similarities? C=

K†noc signing off