Lyrics Hype 2.0

Mm, just got back from hometown, woohoo! Finally reunited with my computer, hahahah. For some reason every single time I go back there, I'm somewhat inspired to write a blog post. Maybe it's just the fact that I have almost nothing to do there, except spend every waking moment watching tv (there's no 711-715 D:!) or studying sj (it was the only book I brought back).
So here we go.. again..

Your initial reply hit me undercover, I lost my head that night. I'm sitting all alone, feeling empty. So to speak, you had me shaking at the knees. If you had seen me at my best, would it have changed anything at all? Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort.

Now we're broken on the floor. Stab my back, it's better when I bleed for you. Did you think that I would cry on the phone? Do you know what it feels like being alone? Breathe for love tomorrow cause there's no hope for today. Please don't get me wrong, I'll never let this go.

I can't move forward while looking behind. Why do you do this to me? You make it hard to smile because you make it hard to breathe. maybe it's best you leave me alone. I put my faith in you and you threw it all away. I'm losing half a year waiting for you here. You walk around like you don't know me. You treat me just like another stranger. We are broken, what must we do to restore our innocence? A weight is lifted on this evening. I let go but there's just noone that gets me like you do. Darkness turns to light, it ends tonight. I'll find someone new. Can't say I'm sad to see you, cause I'm not.

She ain't no beauty queen to me, I see through her smile. She's a walking lie. She's as cold as ice. So try your best to break me, you can't break a broken heart.

Give too much attention and I'll reflect your imperfections. Can't you see it's over? Now there's nothing left to die for. Don't struggle to recognize another coldly-heartfelt suicide.
You never told me that you meant to save someone, somebody just like me. Take me and let me in, don't break me and shut me out. This is just a story of a broken soul. No more disguise cause I realize I can't fit in anybody's arms.

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye? Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry. Maybe someday I will see you again and you'll look me in my eye and call me your friend. You were so much more than a memory. I've forgiven you and now I just miss you.

Here we go again. I'll keep you my dirty little secret. I've got a woman who'll put roses on my grave.