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Mm.. Got pwnt by Physics paper. Sigh, and paper 3's tomorrow.. DOUBLE OWNT. Ah well, there's Chem too =D. Back to studying.

Note to timun : You're 14 days late. That's 2 weeks! Lol, I had to say it again xP

Are you M.A.D. yet?!

Just got back from the M.A.D. concert. If you're reading that and going "wtf?!", it stands more Making A Difference. It was pretty awesome. Only me, Ash and Wk went, everyone else just couldn't seem to make it (among us that is). Met up at Sam's place round 4. Spent bout 30 mins gunning down Nazi Zombies. Yes, you heard me right NAZI ZOMBIES. 2 of the best things to gun down in gaming history fused together into one fun-frenzied bloodbath. Okay.. I have no idea what I just said.. Back to the main point..

Left round 4.30. The M.A.D. concert was gonna be at Sam's Church, which is located in.. Bandar Puteri *pause*. Mmm.. Quite a distance away.. We got there about 10 minutes early, so Sam asked us to entertain ourselves while they got ready. So basically me ash and wk just went off to the nearest mamak stall (thr were no cc's ): nearby) hahaha!

1st to play was G2, Whoo! Go Sam! xD Then there were many other bands.. But I can't seem to remember any of their names. STML.. LOL! And I'm too lazy to even try to remember any of bands. I just know that one of the band's names had the initials PA. hahahah.

Started to dream abit midway into the performances, guess my head just wasn't in the right place. WK could easily tell =/. Meh. I hate that cloud of depression that always seem to stop me from fully enjoying anything nowadays and I can only thank whoever gave me that cloud for this "bliss" I'm forced to endure. Got lost in one of the bands performance after that, helped clear my head. Whoo band with cool bassist! Which wk called "emo band".

Aaaaaaaaaaand I hate it when people interrupt me writing. I seem to forget everything instantly. Pics.. will probably be uploaded onto facebook.

Mm, had to put some crap outta my mind,****in mood spoiler. You think I want things to stay as fucked up as it is don't you? You're so fucking wrong. I wanna make amends, but if the other side refuses to reconcile.. Well there's nth I can f*ckin' do bout it now can I?

Just realised this post had no title so I'm adding one now

Random update since I'm just bored. And maybe a little spazzy after the whole epic fail charade.
Been Facebook-ing ALOT. Ahuh, okay not that much, just.. As much as any other internet-addicted user would be. And.. 2 notable things I just wanted to highlight in my post.


FIRSTLY :

Ahuh, I know I'm going overboard.. but who gives a f*ck right? Even the quiz thinks that way.


THE OTHER ONE :

Destiny wk.. DESTINY!

Yes, I got bored. And I'm still trying to get the whole epic fail thing outta my head. I'm so disorientated.. I just repeated what I just said right at the start ==

Mood Spoiler

So yeah, haven't wrote anything in a while. And I'm just gonna uhm.. write crap, yeah sure let's go with that. Had bio exams today @@. I know I did horribly but I think it should be passable. A notable question was...

"Describe the locomotion of a FISH"

HAHAHAHA, Was laughing at that one for a reason. If you're reading this then :P!

Chem tomorrow.. I know I can do it but I just can't find any mood to study, wasted whole day away with DotA. And of course there was a fuckin' mood spoiler right before the game started. Mm, I have a knack of somehow staring into things that.. I seem to convince myself that I hate. Ahuh, confusing, no? Couldn't really focus on anything after that. Well, with a failcase in such close proximity it's hard not to notice. Damn la I hate this. ==

And once again, revelation. I think I'm starting to understand why this hatred is rooted so deep now. I didn't think it was possible for me to hate, guess I was wrong. I tried, wasn't my fault. Just that being forced into a corner with absolutely no way out and being left in the cold and dark really changed the way I used to think about people, or rather.. person. Meh.

Then again, it actually feels good at times, when I remind myself how I have things to live for oce again, despite how little it helps overall.

Another Day, Another Year Older

Mm.. It's that day again. Woohoo? Ah well. Just another boring uneventful day in my year. Meh.

Anyways, pretty much screwed up my English paper. Ahhhh. The lack of depression actually caused a lack of inspiration for my essay. LOL. Actually tried to get depressed by looking at the very source of it. Didn't help, at all. HAHA.

So yeah, epic fail essay.

Different In Every Way

Sometimes.. You write things about people. In fact, you write just about whatever you want to about people just because you know that even if that person were to read what you wrote they might not know it was them you were writing about. Maybe it's just me. Then again, maybe this only applies to me. Ah well. And yeah, I do write alot of crap about people sometimes.

So yeah, I've been told by a few people how different those 2 were. Now that I think about it, they were right, the are different in almost every possible way. Least, that's what I think. But does it really matter? Maybe it's just cause I've been stung before, and I'm somewhat afraid/anti/whatever you wanna call it of anything that has anything to do with.. mm. And thus, a change is welcomed. Ah I dunno what I'm saying.

Zzz.

Lyrics Hype 2.0

Mm, just got back from hometown, woohoo! Finally reunited with my computer, hahahah. For some reason every single time I go back there, I'm somewhat inspired to write a blog post. Maybe it's just the fact that I have almost nothing to do there, except spend every waking moment watching tv (there's no 711-715 D:!) or studying sj (it was the only book I brought back).
So here we go.. again..

Your initial reply hit me undercover, I lost my head that night. I'm sitting all alone, feeling empty. So to speak, you had me shaking at the knees. If you had seen me at my best, would it have changed anything at all? Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort.

Now we're broken on the floor. Stab my back, it's better when I bleed for you. Did you think that I would cry on the phone? Do you know what it feels like being alone? Breathe for love tomorrow cause there's no hope for today. Please don't get me wrong, I'll never let this go.

I can't move forward while looking behind. Why do you do this to me? You make it hard to smile because you make it hard to breathe. maybe it's best you leave me alone. I put my faith in you and you threw it all away. I'm losing half a year waiting for you here. You walk around like you don't know me. You treat me just like another stranger. We are broken, what must we do to restore our innocence? A weight is lifted on this evening. I let go but there's just noone that gets me like you do. Darkness turns to light, it ends tonight. I'll find someone new. Can't say I'm sad to see you, cause I'm not.

She ain't no beauty queen to me, I see through her smile. She's a walking lie. She's as cold as ice. So try your best to break me, you can't break a broken heart.

Give too much attention and I'll reflect your imperfections. Can't you see it's over? Now there's nothing left to die for. Don't struggle to recognize another coldly-heartfelt suicide.
You never told me that you meant to save someone, somebody just like me. Take me and let me in, don't break me and shut me out. This is just a story of a broken soul. No more disguise cause I realize I can't fit in anybody's arms.

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye? Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry. Maybe someday I will see you again and you'll look me in my eye and call me your friend. You were so much more than a memory. I've forgiven you and now I just miss you.

Here we go again. I'll keep you my dirty little secret. I've got a woman who'll put roses on my grave.

And So We Go

Well.. for some reason.. the sense of paranoia that once haunted me is back. Ahuh, it's been gone for almost 3 months now.. and since it's back.. I guess it means I'm starting to get attached.. Like.. Really attached.. and my mind is playing tricks on myself, making connections from what I hear into whatever possibility that comes into my mind.. And that isn't good.. Sucks to be me huh?

Breadou's Next Top Baldie

Well it's the holidays, haven't done much. Didn't touch a book at all since it began. Yeah I know this is pretty ad considering I have SPM trials right after the holidays. :S

Been RO-ing everyday :X
There was an event last night. Everyone who joined had to be male :P and.. BALD. OMGTAFAKBBQ! Yes! BALD. LOL.
It was a modelling event. All you had to do was.. bring a male char, make it bald, and make it look nice =D Simple enough right? NO~! You also had to catwalk!
Mmhmm.. Haha, well that explains the post title. There were 2 rounds, and the top 3 from the 1st round had to play again.

So in the end...
Magick - 40 points
Me - 38 points :(!
Hisoka - 35 points

Ahuh, damn the judges for givin me such a low score. Why lar GM ask contestants to judge also? They all berat sebelah larrrr.

LoL so yeah, pretty pointless post. xD

Holiday mania

Whoo it's the hols again. Haven't done anything though. :S
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