Thursday, May 28, 2009

Tagged, well it's smth to do

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
Nowhere

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING?
Dizzy, disoriented, wanting to go back to bed.

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo WITH?
It's been too long, I can't remember.

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED?
No, highly doubt I am.

5. Will you ever donate BLOOD?
I highly doubt this as well, have a fear of needles. zz

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX?
I suppose, anyway who doesn't?

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD?
Yes, and everyone knows who that is.

8. What does your last text message SAY?
Thank you thank you

9. What are you thinking about right NOW?
The question "What are you thinking about right NOW"

10. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW?
Not that it'll help, meh.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
10.30

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Shop

13. Is someone on your mind right NOW?
Yes.

14. Who was the last person who text YOU?
The same one in the above question.

TEN Lucky People to do this quiz.

1.) Sam
2.) Chee Chew
3.) Alicia
4.) Lillian
5.) Qao Shaun
6.) Andrea
7.) Jon
8.) Beng Way
9.) Joel
10.) Jun Hoe

15.Who is no.2 having a relationship WITH?
Don't look at me for answers

16. Is no.3 a male or a FEMALE?
A gal.

17. If no.7 and no.1 get TOGETHER , would it be a good?
Hmm, Sam and Jon, I can imagine.

18. What is no.1 studying?
The same thing all Form 5's study.

19. When was the last time you chatted with THEM?
The time varies with the person.

20. IS no.4 SINGLE?
No idea

21. Say something about no.2.
Terrorist :D

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being TOGETHER?
Hmm, I'd rather not picture it.

23. Describe no.9.
Smart, a little TOO smart.

24 . What will you do if no.6 and no.7 FIGHT?
No idea, watch I guess.

25 . Do you like no.10?
Cuzzie :D

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Freedom, or is it

Yes, the exams are finally OVER. Well it was over yesterday but I wasn't in mood to write a post about it. Not saying that I'm in the best of moods now but.. Ah screw that. Yes, exams over, after almost 3 really looooooooooooooooong weeks. I guess it's back to the same old routine now. DotA the day away. Although I'm already bored of it =/

Sigh, I feel kinda weird. Maybe it's just me though, should be enjoying the end of the exams. Back to brooding, ciaoz.

Monday, May 25, 2009

The end's almost here

How long has it been since the start of the exams? I've lost track of time, although I'm sure it's only been about 2 weeks+. Seemed like an eternity though. Tomorrow's the last day of mid-term. Well that's one reason to rejoice. Too bad that last day has History Paper 2 in it. Hopefully I don't screw it up horribly :S

Back to studying. Ciaoz. Haiz this sucks (not referring to exams)

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Short update

Right now I'm kinda having a mid-term exams. Yes, whee. How fun and enjoyable, exams. So far I'm halfway through it, I think. Just found out I did horribly for Add Maths. Garh! Gawd dammit, and to think I studied (total of 2-3days) for it! Everything that came out looked easy enough, why the **** did I get 63/80. Yes for all you people who think that mark is high and are currently going "WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU? YOU GOT 63/80 GODDAMMIT!" screw you.

Sejarah was bad >.> didn't really read up that much. Even if I did nothing's going in.

Garh, Physics tomoro, I'm so screwed, only started reading up today. I seriously need to quit gaming.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Tonight I can write

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example, 'The night is starry
and the stars are blue and shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is starry and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight tries to find her as though to bring her closer.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. As she was before my kisses.
Her voice, her bright body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.



Found this poem on some site. Well it was more like a friend linked me. But still, :D

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Project Shelf



Before..



During..



After!

End result : More space to throw my stuff around

Tagged

Repost from my old blog :

Everytime I look at Samuel, I see the rich funny guy who’s always there to make stuff seem somewhat fun to do. Well he actually makes school seem fun =o and also a very very pro drummer. And I ain’t exaggerating.

Everytime I look at Daniel, I see the guy who’s there just because he is and I know he can be trusted with stuff. Well he’s GAZI!

Everytime I look at Ashvien, I see the classic guy who’s there to pwn in DotA with me. Not to mentioned be pwnt with me.

Everytime I look at Jia Wei, I see a guy who’s always leaving games and making the NoVa clan look bad.

Everytime I look at Wei Khang, I see a guy who’s an annoyance and makes a complete fool of himself at times. Yet there’s some similarities between us. Maybe too much

Everytime I look at Jon , I see a pro DotA player, who’s kinda funny and friendly at times.

Everytime I look at Chee Chew, I see the spazzy jumpy guy who can’t sit still.

Everytime I look at Shaun , I see the guy who seems to be able to solve any question related to studies that can possibly be asked.

Everytime I look at Hong Ye, I see a person who knows almost anything about computers.

Everytime I look at Alicia, I see the person I constantly bug online and yet we don’t talk at all in person.

Everytime I look at Joel , I see a turtle. A very very smart one I might add =D

Everytime I look at Krystle, I see the constantly cheery person who seems to be able to cope with anything with a smile on her face. She’s also always there to listen to anything I have to say.

Everytime I look at Beng Way , I see the person who talks a lot of crap which can sometimes make sense.

Everytime I look at Kah Man, I see our class monitor =o. And also someone who’s funny and dependable whenever things go awry.

Everytime I look at Edwin, I see the funny guy who’s there to make things seem better whenever they’re not.

Everytime I look at Nirmal, I see the guy who seems to laugh about everything and is hardly ever serious about anything.

Everytime I look at Don, I see a very muscular duck.

Everytime I look at Li-Lyen, wait.. I didn’t even see her before.. Everytime I talk to her, I picture someone who’s kinda fun to talk to.

Everytime I see Kai Xiang, I see the really pro guitarist who I envy.

Everytime I see Sue Ling, I see a really tall girl =o who’s kinda random.


Well that’s about it.. If you aren’t and the list and that pissed you off.. Blah, not my problem =D.. Lolx.. Just tell me or smth and I’ll edit the post to include you =D

And yes, I got bored, so I went reading my old blog posts.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

CLC Food and Funfair

Went to Sam's church today with Ash, there was a charity funfair event today. It was a pretty enjoyable experience. (*ahem*freecoupons*ahem*). :)
I'll just let the pics do the talking.



LOLOL



Sam with his tattoo :D



The band.





Sam at this game station. Throw sponges at him :D

And that's about it.

Friday, May 8, 2009

Taylor's

Two things are clear now.
1 : I have a conscious memory span lasting little more then 2 days.
2 : I show several signs when I’m nervous or jumpy, namely
- Adjusting my specs repeatedly although they’re perfectly fine
- constant weight shift from foot to foot (a more common sign)
- scratching nails together.

And what does those two have to do with what I’m about to write? Honestly I have no idea whatsoever. Maybe it’s the fact that jealousy, envy and despair all converged to form some blanket of misery that’s constantly smothering me, which sucks cause I get that “inability to breathe properly” for awhile. Guess I’ve fallen pretty far down huh..

Okay, before I forget (I just mentioned a 2-day memory span), I’d better write about that trip to Taylor’s College University I joined on Thursday (which partly contributed to the 1st part of the post). Gathered at the school gate at around 7.45. At the time I was still unsure whether did I get a place in the trip as it there was no slots left. Or so I thought. The day before, me, wk and bw went round the school finding people who haven’t submitted their permission forms to confirm whether were they going or not so we could take their slots. And yes, that had nothing to do with anything else I’m about to write.










The whole group consisting of 84 people, was divided into 2 groups, each following 1 bus. Ok screw the whole traveling thing, I’ll just skip to the main point. I had expected some tour around the place when we got there. Instead, we were seated in “Lecture Hall 4” where we watched several videos and got a brief explanation about the courses and other college related stuff. Well that doesn’t really matter cause I wasn’t really paying attention anyways.

When we got our break, the faggot wk did some shit on the way out, and I think I was probably blamed for it (does an accusing stare count?) Blah, that faggot has nothing better to do anyway. All he does is stone when we mention (insert name to make wk stone).

Ok, I can’t remember any details, cursed my damned memory. Then we had the erm… Explorace thing. Defected from bw’s group into aly’s group. Or so I thought, cause there was only 4 of us, me, wk, aly and nat. Which was going to be a prob since 1 group had to consist of 8-9 people. Then the guy.. erm.. Michael (I think that’s how you spell his name), sent us to join Group2, which was.. er.. Don’s group. Which is all I remember. We got top 2 for that event, good enough since I didn’t do anything cept walk around snapping pictures.

Then then then.. LUNCH! Then we went back to school. And I can’t remember anything else now. Photos will be uploaded another time when I have internet.

* Life’s nothing more then a boring and meaningless repetition of the same old routine we go through everyday in our, or rather my, existence. Wake up, get ready for school, school, home, waste hours doing random crap which doesn’t benefit me in any way, tuition(on certain days), home, dinner, online, sleep, repeat. Sometimes I can go through a day and have almost no recollection of it. Yes, it’s a sad sorry state, but after so long, I’ve gotten used to it. And yes, I friggin’ despise myself for my actions(some which I never had the guts to follow through with) :D

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Jam Legends

So yeah, I found this cool game called Jam Legends (with some help). It's like Guitar Hero / Frets on Fire but online. :D Give it a try, there are some pretty awesome songs in there, mostly alternative :D



Here's a snapshot.
Partly because I've been getting complaints that my blog's too.. "boring" and needed more pics. So I'll try adding more pics when I post. Yes, that's a "try".

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Euphoria

Firstly I’ll start off by saying I’ve never felt more alive. At least not in the recent weeks. I could feel that exhilarating rush of emotion that rendered every other thought as “unimportant”. All that mattered was the main reason for that rush. It’s a welcomed changed to the past few “lifeless” weeks. Yes, smiles :D!

Been reading twilight alot xD. Yes gasps! D: A few quotes caught my attention. It's a pretty good book to read. What? Seriously it is >.>

Spent the day finishing up on Moral and History, and still not done yet.. Zzz. Back to gaming now then I suppose.

And yes this is a pretty meaningless post :D

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Another boring day out

Yes, it's been another boring day out, as I've just mentioned in the title. Went to The Curve and Ikano Power Centre(I think that's what it's called) today. Although I'd rather have wasted another day of my oh so boring and repetitive life at home dota-ing the day away, it was pretty nice to be able to get out every now and then, since I needed to buy some things anyway.

So we went out around lunchtime. Went to Harvey Norman first, my parents seem to like that place alot. While they looked around I just stood at the tv area just staring at random movie and game previews. Oh, and there was this reaaaaaaaally annoying music playing on one of the tvs. Some kiddy thing, it started to get on my nerves after 5 minutes of continuous repetition.

Headed over to Popular next, had to get some revision books. Yes, gasp! I r buying revision books. What? >.> And I also bought another book as well. Lunch at TGIF, I never get bored of that place. It's just so.. TGIF.

After lunch, went to IKEA. That place I used to consider really annoying cause I'd spend way too much time walking around doing nothing, and it still is to me. Was walking around randomly (as usual) when I saw an all too familiar silhouette. Kinda stunned me for a moment then I realised it was just someone who had a striking resemblance to who I thought it was. Then again I did run into a familiar face today. Strangely enough today my parents walked through the place really fast. Normally they'd take forever to be done looking at everything. Well, can't complain about that now can I?

And I can't seem to remember anything else from today, except the line "a lunar eclipse, a new moon". I have a really bad memory nowadays which I think I've mentioned.. Argh yes, D:!

When the only person who can save you chooses to abandon you, what is there left to do?