Monday, March 30, 2009

Counting Stars

If you're wondering what the title is about, it's the title of a Sugarcult song. I'm starting to get addicted to their songs, which are all pretty awesome (to me). It's been a rather.. eventful day. Meh. Anyways, most of you would have noticed I've had my chatbox removed. This is due to some random faggot(if you're reading this you know who you are) who kept using my name to spam random crap in my chatbox. Bastard. Go fap or smth.

In unrelated incidents, my aunt from Shanghai is here to visit my grandpa, who's about to be undergo some treatment at the hospital =(. I think she's gonna be here for the week.

Life seems to be getting boring. Gaming's getting really repetitive and the pressure of exams and doing well is seriously getting to me. Sigh..

Btw, if any of you know any really good alternative songs, kindly let me know :D

Sunday, March 29, 2009

OmgWtfBbq

What? It was the only word I could think of which had “bbq” in it. Haha. So yeah, yesterday I got invited to Jon’s place for bbq, which is my 3rd time going to a bbq pt. 1st time was way back in Form 2 at Elaine’s place. Then 2nd was at Edwin’s place. And now Jon :D. and btw it was Earth Hour day yesterday as well. We were all “supposed” to switch off the lights from 8.30 – 9.30. Well my parents turned everything off before we left so technically we did. :D Not exactly the same at Jon’s place but :D

Kay enough about that. More about barbeque-ing chickens and whatnot. There were 4 of us, Jon, me, HY, and Nirmal. When I got there, they had already gotten the fire started. At least I think they did. Then again they were in the process of firemaking. Skewered several marshmallows to roast over the fire. I’m still not sure what exactly marshmallows are. Nirmal’s depiction of “god-sent chewy smth” didn’t exactly explain anything, lol.
Somehow HY managed to set his on fire, lmao. I burnt mine on purpose as well lol. Everything ended up.. black.. :D The marshmallows tasted pretty good as well. There was this packet of chocolate and vanilla flavored ones.

Then came the attempt to cook the sausage and the buns as well. Yes, “attempt” the 1st batch of buns ended up all burnt on one side. The sausages cooked pretty nicely though, cept for slightly burnt parts of carbon here and there. Tasted good enough. Then.. Burger time :D. Of course not knowing exactly how to bbq it, the 1st 2, “test burgers” were somewhat screwed up. Ok, it wasn’t that bad, only burnt on one side. It was funny watching it stick to the aluminium foil. Apparantly we had to butter them beforehand, but someone said we didn’t have to. Even the bread ended up burnt. Hy and nirmal dubbed them “cancer burgers” LoL.

And I’ll just leave the rest out. Too lazy to type and I can’t remember much again. And for the record, Jon’s room is like a freezer. Yes Jon it’s friggin cold. I did say ok, but that was before it got too cold. LoL.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Fire Drill

Yes, fire drill, in school, today. You know those drills where they expect you to run around in circles panicking cause the school's being burnt down *yay!* ahem I mean.. omg fire!. Of all the time the school could have done the damn drill, it was done during.. PJ TIME, wow and it hasn't even been 5 mins since it started. Zzz. It's been practically over a month since the past pj. Exams, hols, 2 weeks due to forum. It's been too long.

Of course there wasn't any real fire, just a whole mob of annoyed students, me being one of those students, and also teachers and some people from the fire department. I seriously don't get why we're all being... grouped, herded, any word of similar meaning, into the school field. What if the school field caught fire? Especially since the gate, which is like the logical way to run in case of an actual fire is located all the way at the other side of school. Field, dry, hot, under burning sun. Not a whole lotta place to run and a whole lotta people in the way.
Anyways, as usual not much people, in fact barely any bothered to take it seriously. Maybe if the school put up fake smoke or smth people might actually run through the drill properly. Did I mention how sucky it is to have this during pj time?

Got into line, blabla. Usual fire drill stuff. And as usual, Ash was a "victim" of the fire xD. LoL, well there were many "victims". And did I mention how hot it was? Then they got us to sit down in our lines. Well, obviously none of us would sit on the wet field which was also slightly muddy, so we just copied sc2, who sat on each other's shoes. Lol. Bottom line, it keeps your ass clean :D

And being the sometimes over observant for my own good me, saw a couple of things which made my blood boil. Guess it's jealousy, or whatever you call that sudden rush of anger towards your head. I think it happened twice. Bottom line, not good :S

And now, time to finish up fb-ing before gaming and etc.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Reminiscence

I'll just randomly rant to myself typing random sentences which would have pretty much no meaning to most people. Ok, they're not exactly random. Don't know why it came back anyway. Thought I'd forgotten that day. It was dark, and noisy. At it I think it was. When you crowd.. 40 or so people in one park. It'd get pretty noisy. Of course being me, I just isolated myself from the crowd. Or not. I've never liked being in too big a crowd anyways. It's too noisy for me. Then for some reason.. Everyone just dispersed.. Either that or it was several hours later. Except for one person that is. Well.. Guess the nerves got the better of me. I won't forget that stupid interrupted by a certain friend of mine. Meh.

I seriously need to stop using the comp and finish up my homework. But being me I'd obviously do the opposite. Almost done with work anyways. Hopefully there's pj tomorp. It's been 3 weeks since my last pj. It was canceled over and over again due to forum ==
If this post made no sense, good, let it stay that way.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Holidays.. Man I gotta come up with a new title

Well the holidays are drawing to a close. It isn’t exactly the best I’ve had.. But I’ve definitely been through worse. I’ll consider it a “so-so” break from school life. Since I’m finally gotten home from the place I consider “paradise”, I’ll just spend the next few minutes writing it all down since I don’t have internet.. yet. While defrag-ing and cleaning up my drives.

Friday
And so the weekends are here~! Yippee~! Eh wait I think I’ve written about this before I went back. So I’ll just skip to the parts I didn’t include, which were after I went offline.
The trip back home was rather.. What’s that word I constantly use… Uneventful, the usual stuff. Just sit back in the car and stare out the window with music blasting through my headsets for 4 straight hours. What could be more relaxing than having Alesana scream right into your ears?
Had dinner at some restaurant along the way at about 6pm. Which is considered rather early by my standards. Took about 20 minutes for the food to be served and it tasted ok only. Played Soduku while waiting. Lol I seem to be addicted to it.. Since Edwin brought the puzzles to school.
It started raining soon after that. Don’t know why I just seem to enjoy watching the rain. The tiny droplets of water hitting the car window before slowly trailing off. There was lighting too :D I have no idea why I decided to try to take pictures of it again.. Who knows, I might get lucky a second time.

Saturday
Felt strangely restless since waking up, think I knew why though. It’s been awhile. Started pacing round the house for no reason. I’d walk to the kitchen and back to the living room. Needed to relax abit so I grabbed the PsP and played with it for like.. 4 straight hours, or 3 straight hours then another hour if you count the break I took for breakfast. Epic headache case after that. Couldn’t watch tv, sis was hogging it for some Korean drama. It seems she’d watch anything on tv these days. If I remember correctly the show was called Wedded Bliss. It was being aired for like.. 5 hours non-stop. I have no idea why.. Anyways, I kinda got drawn into it after the 1st hour. Mmhmm, the power of television. It was about 4 people, A, B, C, D.(it’s easier to just name them as letters, trust me) It’s all really complicated and stuff. It seems that A is married to B and C is D’s girlfriend. But it turns out that A loves C and B had an affair with D or smth like that. It’s pretty screwed up. Kay then enough about tv. The stupid restless feeling still wouldn’t go away. Blah. Guess I’ll just get some rest and it’ll probably fade, it usually does. On the bright side, it's great to be able to let time fly past without realising it once more.

Sunday
School tomoro! Zzz, hols never seem long enough. I can barely remember anything that happened since it began, except for the trip to Sunway. The movie was awesome. “Wheeler is awesome :D”. Woke up at about 10 am after my mom called. Waking up at that time is late to me, especially at my hometown cause normally I’d be awake by 7 or 8 max. It was the 3rd time this week I dreamt I had gotten up and prepared and everything only to wake up again two hours late -.-
Spent another few hours engrossed playing PsP. Couldn’t wait to get home. I miss my comp, my internet, my msn, my DotA-ing (among other things).
Lmao~

After a weekend of thinking, I was sure of 1 thing. The will I once had was killed that day. If I had pretended nth had happen maybe.. nth would happen. I meant nth as in not screw up. Doing the opposite, I practically threw everything out the window. Sitting in the car for four straight hours can really get you thinking. Another memory flashed back, I remember Kah Man saying “Hello? Do you know how much can change in a year?” And also that line someone said to me “If you’re this affected over smth like that, I can’t imagine what’ll happen if you…” I’ll keep the last part to myself :P
And of course all the things I’d said I do, and I who I said it to most probably would have forgotten it by now, meh. Mmhmm, was just ranting to myself again. Seem to be doing that a little bit too often. And also the fact that I’m writing a lot.. Well it isn’t exactly compositions.. Hell I don’t know what it’s called. I can’t seem to remember what else I had wanted to include in this post so I’ll just stop here.
E-N-D.

Friday, March 20, 2009

And here comes the boredom

Mmhmm.. Time to get ready to go back to my favourite place in the world, my hometown! *note the sarcasm* for 3 joy-filled days of studying! *more yay*
The hols so far have been rather.. uneventful. Besides yesterday when the usual group consisting of me, sam, kx, jw, ash, wy went to sunway. (it would seem that wk and gazi are missing) well, gazi can't go due to his parents.. And I think wk is currently being *ahemed* somewhere in the jungles of Sabah. =/

Broke my guitar string.. AGAIN.. I hate the days my parents bug me non-stop to turn the comp off.. Then again they do that everyday.. It just seems worse on certain days where I wished I could stay on longer =/. Guess it's still the same old reason huh..
And normally after that I'd pick up my guitar and just play random songs throughout the night.. Without turning the amp on of course.. Wouldn't want my neighbours trying to kill me for making a hell lotta noise in the middle of the night.. Stopped playing after I broke my string.. Looked at the clock and saw 1am.. Hmm.. PSP! LoL.. Until 2.

Finally went to bed, dreamt again. Lolwut. Time to enjoy the last of my online before parents get home and catch me D:

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Holiday "joy"

"You spin my head right round right round..."
lol I can't seem to get that tune out of my head for some reason. It's just so.. catchy.. haha..
Well so far this hols have been just as uneventful as the last one.. Although certainly not as bad as the previous one was THE WORST hols of my life(so far) for obvious reasons.. They say every cloud has a silver lining.. Whatever that means. Don't see any Silver Linings so far.

Heading out to Sunway tomorrow. Finally get to do something fun(I hope) for a change. I'm tired of being stuck at home all week.. Wait, I'm contradicting myself, what could be better than letting your life waste away sitting in front of your comp 24/7 :D

Writing something epic now. Maybe I'll post it up one day.. Or not. Haha

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Low Yat, KL, blabla

So today I went out. Obviously enough to Low Yat as the title says. The day started off pretty well.. Although I was still kinda down from the day before. I'd wanted to get my PsP checked at Sg. Wang as one of the games in it was kinda screwed up and can't load.. But I forgot to being it along ._.
So I didn't get to do that.. And ended up just tagging along wherever my parents went.
Kinda boring, nothing much to do except stare at the random game MVs on the multiple computer screens all over the place.

O..kay.. It seems I can't upload any pictures at the moment.. I'll edit this post once I can.

And once again I've managed to slam my leg into an object which isn't blocking me in any way, this time the bed.. Turned around and bang! slammed leg into it ._.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Holidays...

Well it's finally the mid term break.. and gawd do I really need some time to just relax.. School's been.. school.. which sucks. lol. Got a whole week off to do absolutely nothing related to school :D. But I can't help that nagging in the back of my head which says I've forgotten to do smth important :S then again I've never been able to remember much anymore.. Everything's been a blur.. Maybe it is just me being weird.. But still I can't get it past myself to do anything. Yeah I know I'm just randomly muttering crap. But this is the only place I can just keep ranting on about how everything is messed up :D

DotA's boring now.. Shaiya's getting boring.. I played CoD4 a few mins ago.. Completely lost my touch and just fed.. So basically that's nothing entertaining left to do for the hols.. Hopefully it isn't as screwed up as the previous hols I had..where I used to have purpose and a way to enjoy my hols.. I can't get it out of my head ._. though I'd rather not mention it :/

Back to gaming, which sucks :D.
p.s. Happy Hols to everyone else

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Homework

Yes.. I'm actually doing homework D:
I seriously gotta finish up my Physics homework by today.. It's already considered 'late' == or so I heard. Ah well.. 4 questions down.. 20+++ to go @@. It's gonna be one long day..

There seems to be nth much to write about again :D so I'll just end the post. lmao.
It's been.. what? 6 weeks? I should've gotten used to it by now.. For some reason it's all coming back Zzz. Feel crappy again. Well I've been through worse.

Listening to Colbie Caillat again. Haha.
"The little things you do to me.."

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

School

Another day, another.. err.. day. Today was rather uneventful. School was boring. (as usual). Normally on Wednesdays, I'd celebrate as it was PJ day.. BUT today.. There was some forum thing going on so pj was canceled! Like wth?! blah. Which means.. Plan B! Bug Edwin for Sudoku puzzles :D yes lol at that statement. But c'mon, the game is fun.
Seriously..

Spent practically the entire day solving sudoku puzzles with Edwin and Joy. Edwin and a whole stack of it and Joy had a puzzle book. Yes LOL. There was plenty of time as most of the teachers didn't show up today. So.. Yippee!

And while we were playing Sudoku on 1 end of the table. On the other end, there was a group discussion.. about.. Smth to do with the way girls think. I think. lol.
Kai Xiang was going on about how girls give really misleading signs when they like/dislike someone which I agree with. And Joselyne was saying how boys should be more brave. The other details elude my memory, was too focused on my puzzle. LOL.

Quote - "I'll reject your reality and substitute my own" ~ Mythbusters

It feels good to finally be able to breath again. Even for a minute.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Epic day

Yeah it's school day again, and it's been "epic" like the title goes. lol.
Got back a couple of my test results, got 77 for both English and Chem, which sucks. As I would regard those 2 as 2 of my best, besides Math. WHY 77 LAR?!
Well that's that.

In other unrelated news, Beng Way, Wei Khang and I were talking during Chem (as usual) when Beng Way said "Dey! I didn't fail, I am failing, you(looks to wk) are going to fail and you(looks to me) have failed. I didn't fail" Blah =(

And yes on the way back, wk described it as a "Triple Kill" I'll not get into details. I realized it when I saw a sudden change in wk's walking. BLAH. ==
Then of course, once we got down, it was his turn to dai :D
Why'd I had to turn away ==

Random quotes - "Ok lar, I'll give you (insert smth)..."
"Dude, you can't give me what YOU don't own"

=)

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Everything will be fine

Another day, another.. err.. waste of time playing games the whole day? :D
Anyways, if you’re wondering what the title means, it’s a line from “Details In The Fabric by Jason Mraz”. If you haven’t listen to it, go look it up on youtube or smth and give it a try :).

Hahas, it’s Sunday again, which means school tomorrow.. ugh.. Sometimes I feel we never get enough holidays. And that we should also have longer weekends. Haha who doesn’t hope for that? (besides some people I know)

Will be going out soon, to Bukit Tinggi (AGAIN). Gawd, been there way too many times already lol. Hopefully I get back early then I can play DotA/Shaiya :D
Yeah, I know I’m addicted to those 2 games.

In other unrelated news, I just read TheStar newspaper. Why do I even bother mentioning that you ask? Well it’s because I just read an article in it which helped me realize a couple of things. By article I mean those letters people send in for advice on random issues, blablablabla. And I realized, once a mistake is made, there’s no use brooding about it for long periods of time. Doing so won’t help in any way whatsoever. Instead, guess I should just learn from all my past errors and carry on with my life. Start over from scratch. Well, that’s the idea lar.. But whether I can actually do so is a whole ‘nother story. Haha. Note to self – stop being such a coward . Yeap, such peace of mind. Lmao

Guitar nao, then heading out, ciaoz.

And back.. I have no idea wtf is wrong with my parents. They always seem to go all out just to find every single fuckin’ fault with me. And everytime they ask for help with smth before I start gaming, I’ll wait 10 gawd-damned mins for anything. BUT NO ONE CALLS! Then when I fuckin’ start, every faggot in the house bugs me like hell. ARGH