Hopefully ranting would improve my mood. I'm in none to go to sleep right now. Sigh.
Envy is acting up again, although it's pretty normal.. I guess. Perhaps I'm just being overly sensitive, well. *shrugs*. I don't like any of em 1 bit though. I seriously have to put personal prejudices aside.
That aside, sometimes I wonder why do I bother digging through old stuff, though they're not necessarily mine. Heh, I remember a time where I would just collapse.. literally. That's how bad it used to be. Hah, I really let it show. It's all passed now, for that I'm grateful. But I won't deny that it was pretty um.. um.. Ah nvm I can't find any words to put it.
Looking back, I had no idea what I was thinking.. Or maybe I did, who wouldn't be interested? ;)
But now, I know VERY WELL.. What I'm hoping for (:
Maybe things will work out my way, for once.
Sighhhhhhhhh, oh yeah that was a good rant (:
ARGH I HATE THIS FEELING
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