I can feel it coming, slowly creeping. The darkness that'll consume me. What an awesome way to end the year.
I can feel it already, I can't breathe, I can't think. I want nothing more than to just.. fade away into the shadows.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Vroom Vroom
Omg driving complicated max. Way to many things to keep tab on, kept going off centre, and worrying bout the number of vehicles on the road, and changing gear, and clutch, and accelerator, and brakes, and free gear, and blablablabla.
AHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHH
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
In darkness, a light shines dimly
"Cause I've seen love die way too many times"
Never dwindle on the past. But what if you can never escape it, and it haunts you from day to day despite your best efforts to put up a good face and keep a smile on your face? In time, it wears you down and you're constantly breaking down, without any warning whatsoever. Sigh, guess it's still etched somewhere deep in my mind, to never forget the one person I had ever cared about this much, the one I would do anything for, the one I would try my best even though it was never enough. The one very same person.. who had forgotten I had ever existed.
I miss that person. Sometimes, it hurts a lil bit, it seems I had put it all behind me. Sometimes, I'd just remember certain things I did for her, and all it would take is 1 sentence, or looking at a place, or just reminiscing. To me, her name is virtually taboo, and I always hated it when someone mentions her. I'd get messed up way too bad. Ironically enough, when someone starts talking bout her, I'd follow suit, and I'd go on and on. Funny how I'll tell someone to stop, before continuing the conversation myself.
All those times I was down, she was always there. The one person who could ever cheer me up, the one I always believed in, the person I trusted most. I never asked for much, a simple conversation would have sent me into a wave of euphoria for at least a few days. On the contrary, it takes just as little to send me spiralling into depression. When you get affected this much by a person, it's kinda a really.. Obvious sign you feel smth.
Silence is what hurt the most. Every single day I'd stay up late, just to have a simple chat. Guess it kinda became a routine of mine. And yeah she knew how to hit where it hurt most. Days grew into weeks, weeks into months. There was no sign of her. Then again, after what I had did the day before the silence began, who could blame her for her actions? I'd stare at my phone, waiting for hours and hours to no avail, there was no turning back. Till this day, I feel this is the reason my antagonism towards her is this strong. I had screwed up the one chance I had. She had tried (I suppose) to go back to normal, but I did nothing but gave her the cold shoulder. "I know you're emo now, I don't wanna disturb you. Cheer up and take care", t'was the very LAST sentence I had ever received before 6 months of isolation.
The weird part is, after those 6 months. I actually managed to talk to her again.. Once. By a very lucky chance. There was no other time she would be alone, I wouldn't have dared approach her. A conversation that lasted a grand total of.. 10 seconds which consisted of 3 lines. Being me, I ran off. Whee! I feel like such a coward. but still, the depression left for a week. I was able to smile again, genuinely.
BOOM! The silence came again, I have no idea why. Guess I'm just someone to be toyed around with. Nothing more than the object of someone's fancy, to be tossed aside at any moment once they got bored with it. Another 4 months of silence. It did nothing but fuel my growing hatred and repulsion. Although I could never hate perfection.
"Love brings memories nobody can erase"
The 24th. I'll remember it, as long as I live. The very day my whole life changed, I'll remember every detail, I mean.. How could I ever forget? Leaving that day, my heart raced, my thoughts were cloudy, the only thing I could ever think about was that smile and the anticipation to see the very same smile the next day..
2009's drawing to a close, the worst year of my life is coming to an end. Sometimes I wish I had never gone through any of this, but this is what made me who I am today.
As 2010 approaches, I want nothing more than to put my past behind me. I wanna just lock up every thought I have of her, and store it in a little box and throw away the key. It'll be a new year, a new day, and most importantly, a new life and a new beginning for me.
I can talk all I want but I doubt I can really achive it. I miss her :(
*god I write alot when I'm depressed
Never dwindle on the past. But what if you can never escape it, and it haunts you from day to day despite your best efforts to put up a good face and keep a smile on your face? In time, it wears you down and you're constantly breaking down, without any warning whatsoever. Sigh, guess it's still etched somewhere deep in my mind, to never forget the one person I had ever cared about this much, the one I would do anything for, the one I would try my best even though it was never enough. The one very same person.. who had forgotten I had ever existed.
I miss that person. Sometimes, it hurts a lil bit, it seems I had put it all behind me. Sometimes, I'd just remember certain things I did for her, and all it would take is 1 sentence, or looking at a place, or just reminiscing. To me, her name is virtually taboo, and I always hated it when someone mentions her. I'd get messed up way too bad. Ironically enough, when someone starts talking bout her, I'd follow suit, and I'd go on and on. Funny how I'll tell someone to stop, before continuing the conversation myself.
All those times I was down, she was always there. The one person who could ever cheer me up, the one I always believed in, the person I trusted most. I never asked for much, a simple conversation would have sent me into a wave of euphoria for at least a few days. On the contrary, it takes just as little to send me spiralling into depression. When you get affected this much by a person, it's kinda a really.. Obvious sign you feel smth.
Silence is what hurt the most. Every single day I'd stay up late, just to have a simple chat. Guess it kinda became a routine of mine. And yeah she knew how to hit where it hurt most. Days grew into weeks, weeks into months. There was no sign of her. Then again, after what I had did the day before the silence began, who could blame her for her actions? I'd stare at my phone, waiting for hours and hours to no avail, there was no turning back. Till this day, I feel this is the reason my antagonism towards her is this strong. I had screwed up the one chance I had. She had tried (I suppose) to go back to normal, but I did nothing but gave her the cold shoulder. "I know you're emo now, I don't wanna disturb you. Cheer up and take care", t'was the very LAST sentence I had ever received before 6 months of isolation.
The weird part is, after those 6 months. I actually managed to talk to her again.. Once. By a very lucky chance. There was no other time she would be alone, I wouldn't have dared approach her. A conversation that lasted a grand total of.. 10 seconds which consisted of 3 lines. Being me, I ran off. Whee! I feel like such a coward. but still, the depression left for a week. I was able to smile again, genuinely.
BOOM! The silence came again, I have no idea why. Guess I'm just someone to be toyed around with. Nothing more than the object of someone's fancy, to be tossed aside at any moment once they got bored with it. Another 4 months of silence. It did nothing but fuel my growing hatred and repulsion. Although I could never hate perfection.
"Love brings memories nobody can erase"
The 24th. I'll remember it, as long as I live. The very day my whole life changed, I'll remember every detail, I mean.. How could I ever forget? Leaving that day, my heart raced, my thoughts were cloudy, the only thing I could ever think about was that smile and the anticipation to see the very same smile the next day..
2009's drawing to a close, the worst year of my life is coming to an end. Sometimes I wish I had never gone through any of this, but this is what made me who I am today.
As 2010 approaches, I want nothing more than to put my past behind me. I wanna just lock up every thought I have of her, and store it in a little box and throw away the key. It'll be a new year, a new day, and most importantly, a new life and a new beginning for me.
I can talk all I want but I doubt I can really achive it. I miss her :(
*god I write alot when I'm depressed
Xmas at Sam's
Went over to Sam's place for xmas party. T'was a pretty fun experience, lawls.
Went to Gazi's house 1st, where Jon picked both of us up. It was raining :D And yeah, once we got there, got the reaction I was expecting from Sam. Ahahaha. "Omg lala zai" meh.
Mm, went straight to.. fooooooood. As usual, formed our "circle formation" and started chatting away, and what better place to camp than right next to the table full of food. ahahaha :D
Then it was.. Eating, eating, drinking, sitting down, walking, eating. You get the idea.
Went into Sam's new house, lawls. This is what Sam said about why the new house was built :
"Initially, my mum and aunt wanted to go gardening, after they retire. So we bought the land right beside our house, over huge garden. Then my mum said, 1 big garden not so nice, we should have smth in the middle, a gazebo. Then, a small gazebo not that nice la. Maybe we make it slightly bigger. I think we make smth like a glass house la. After that.. Why don't we make it 2-storeys, it'll still take up the same amount of space. Then.. Why don't we make it a guest house since got 2 storeys and a room upstairs. Since it's a guest house, why don't we add in a living room, a kitchen, etc etc etc."
So.. basically, the whole house is his gazebo. Rofl!
Then there was the epic blanket game, the exact same one we played at Bw's place the year before. Everyone was split into 2 groups was divided by.. 2 people holding up a blanket. So.. the main idea is to send someone.. aka "the sacrificial lamb" up front. And when the blanket is dropped. The lamb has to say the other lamb's name. The 1st one to say the other's name wins and the loser joins the opposing side. And this goes on and on and on and on..... and on and on.. on and on until there is nobody left on 1 side. So.. Since none of us knew anyone there.. yay for us.
Then it was random chit chat, watching people caroling, blablabla. Then Sam, Nabeel and I took turns playing guitar and singing random songs. Ahhaa.
Well.. It was quite fun. And today.. Beng Way's xmas party. hahah
Went to Gazi's house 1st, where Jon picked both of us up. It was raining :D And yeah, once we got there, got the reaction I was expecting from Sam. Ahahaha. "Omg lala zai" meh.
Mm, went straight to.. fooooooood. As usual, formed our "circle formation" and started chatting away, and what better place to camp than right next to the table full of food. ahahaha :D
Then it was.. Eating, eating, drinking, sitting down, walking, eating. You get the idea.
Went into Sam's new house, lawls. This is what Sam said about why the new house was built :
"Initially, my mum and aunt wanted to go gardening, after they retire. So we bought the land right beside our house, over huge garden. Then my mum said, 1 big garden not so nice, we should have smth in the middle, a gazebo. Then, a small gazebo not that nice la. Maybe we make it slightly bigger. I think we make smth like a glass house la. After that.. Why don't we make it 2-storeys, it'll still take up the same amount of space. Then.. Why don't we make it a guest house since got 2 storeys and a room upstairs. Since it's a guest house, why don't we add in a living room, a kitchen, etc etc etc."
So.. basically, the whole house is his gazebo. Rofl!
Then there was the epic blanket game, the exact same one we played at Bw's place the year before. Everyone was split into 2 groups was divided by.. 2 people holding up a blanket. So.. the main idea is to send someone.. aka "the sacrificial lamb" up front. And when the blanket is dropped. The lamb has to say the other lamb's name. The 1st one to say the other's name wins and the loser joins the opposing side. And this goes on and on and on and on..... and on and on.. on and on until there is nobody left on 1 side. So.. Since none of us knew anyone there.. yay for us.
Then it was random chit chat, watching people caroling, blablabla. Then Sam, Nabeel and I took turns playing guitar and singing random songs. Ahhaa.
Well.. It was quite fun. And today.. Beng Way's xmas party. hahah
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
I'll wait
for you.
It's been 3 days straight.. of nightmares.
1st of all. Merry Christmas to everyone! :)
Went Sunway College to register today for Aus Mat. Yeap, Jan 04, college will be starting (for me and whoever else is going in January) So basically.. holidays are almost over, again. :(
It's been 3 days straight.. of nightmares.
1st of all. Merry Christmas to everyone! :)
Went Sunway College to register today for Aus Mat. Yeap, Jan 04, college will be starting (for me and whoever else is going in January) So basically.. holidays are almost over, again. :(
Thursday, December 24, 2009
It's been awhile since I've felt like this
Everything's ok, nothing feels broken.
I remember the times.. Pain was a constant friend of mine. Every so often, I'd just start hyperventilating, and I couldn't breathe properly. Seriously felt like just crawling into a corner and letting it overcome me. Meh. Though normally it takes a pretty strong trigger for that.
Speaking of which, I just saw it again. ARGH. Great, I had to stone awhile looking at it to trying to make out the person in the pic. "Hmm.. it looks like... no.. wait.. it is.. Oh shit" Then BOOM. Ouch, it hurts. Real bad.. Even after all this while =(
I remember the times.. Pain was a constant friend of mine. Every so often, I'd just start hyperventilating, and I couldn't breathe properly. Seriously felt like just crawling into a corner and letting it overcome me. Meh. Though normally it takes a pretty strong trigger for that.
Speaking of which, I just saw it again. ARGH. Great, I had to stone awhile looking at it to trying to make out the person in the pic. "Hmm.. it looks like... no.. wait.. it is.. Oh shit" Then BOOM. Ouch, it hurts. Real bad.. Even after all this while =(
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Old Town White Coffee
Yeap, it sure tastes kinda nice. Rofl.
Had lunch at old town today with May-Wen, Beng Way, Edwin, Kai Xiang, Chee Chew, Annie. Gawd old town is far from my place. Took over 10 mins to cycle there. :O T'was kinda fun.. I suppose. It's good to finally get outta the house.
After lunch, we were all trying to decide where to go. cc suggest mw's place. Then he said Sam's place. (no idea why). Then.. randomly thinking of places before we went to.. nowhere. rofl.
Ah, I have no idea why I feel so lazy to write posts these days..
Had lunch at old town today with May-Wen, Beng Way, Edwin, Kai Xiang, Chee Chew, Annie. Gawd old town is far from my place. Took over 10 mins to cycle there. :O T'was kinda fun.. I suppose. It's good to finally get outta the house.
After lunch, we were all trying to decide where to go. cc suggest mw's place. Then he said Sam's place. (no idea why). Then.. randomly thinking of places before we went to.. nowhere. rofl.
Ah, I have no idea why I feel so lazy to write posts these days..
Sunday, December 20, 2009
You try to move on
but you're still perfecting failure.
God, I'm so pissed right now. Why the little time I get to play these days are filled with epic shit lag??? GOD DAMMIT! Every single day, I'm dragged over doritis house. Yeah I am very well aware I should visit my grandparents. But c'mon! Drag me there and hold me there for up to 7 hours a day? !@#$%^&* And always during the afternoon where there isn't any kind of lag if I were to play. Now. Fck shit, spam skill. No dmg, BOOM kiss floor I'm dead. For no apparent reason. ~!@#$%^&*
In unrelated news, I'll describe it as a wound. Like those you get when you cut yourself (no, not the stupid emo cut yourself). Initially it hurts.. Then slowly the pain fades. Then your blood clots. However sometimes the wound's too deep and it takes a longer time to heal. In time, the pain will cease, but the scars left behind will never dissappear.
God I'm speaking shit, and I'm damn pissed.
God, I'm so pissed right now. Why the little time I get to play these days are filled with epic shit lag??? GOD DAMMIT! Every single day, I'm dragged over doritis house. Yeah I am very well aware I should visit my grandparents. But c'mon! Drag me there and hold me there for up to 7 hours a day? !@#$%^&* And always during the afternoon where there isn't any kind of lag if I were to play. Now. Fck shit, spam skill. No dmg, BOOM kiss floor I'm dead. For no apparent reason. ~!@#$%^&*
In unrelated news, I'll describe it as a wound. Like those you get when you cut yourself (no, not the stupid emo cut yourself). Initially it hurts.. Then slowly the pain fades. Then your blood clots. However sometimes the wound's too deep and it takes a longer time to heal. In time, the pain will cease, but the scars left behind will never dissappear.
God I'm speaking shit, and I'm damn pissed.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Career Guidance Workshop
Yes, as the title shows, I went for a career guidance workshop today, being as clueless about almost everything as I am.
Went over to Beng Eu's place at 8. He was going as well. Man, it's been awhile since I last saw him. The course was located at... demdemdem! Bandar Puteri! *gasp*. Well.. That's what I initially thought. Turns out there's also a Bandar Puteri in Puchong. It's the Puchong one. Beng Way (Beng Eu's bro, not to be confused with the noobcake class monitor of 5sc1) was nice to enough to drive us there. Lmao. Beng Eu's friend, Kan Kiat (uhh.. it's spelt that right..? =x) also went. So in total there was 3 of us..
And 3 of us made up.. half the group who attended. rofl. The grand total of participants was... 6. Ahahaha. 3 of us, a pair of twins (Kenrick and uhh.. I forgot the other twin's name) and also a boy named Azman were the people who went. The 1st part of the workshop was.. Finding out who you are. Yes, it was.. smth like that. lmao. And also smth about journeying from the known world (today) into the unknown world (tomorrow).
Yeah yeah it sounds kinda.. meh.. now. Ah well. Lunch break from 12.30 - 1.30. Went over to the conviniently located Giant across the street and KFC :DDDD God the chicken's literally drenched in oil.
Session 2 was from 1.30 to 4.30. With breaks in between. The place had some really nice snacks :D
Went over to Beng Eu's place at 8. He was going as well. Man, it's been awhile since I last saw him. The course was located at... demdemdem! Bandar Puteri! *gasp*. Well.. That's what I initially thought. Turns out there's also a Bandar Puteri in Puchong. It's the Puchong one. Beng Way (Beng Eu's bro, not to be confused with the noobcake class monitor of 5sc1) was nice to enough to drive us there. Lmao. Beng Eu's friend, Kan Kiat (uhh.. it's spelt that right..? =x) also went. So in total there was 3 of us..
And 3 of us made up.. half the group who attended. rofl. The grand total of participants was... 6. Ahahaha. 3 of us, a pair of twins (Kenrick and uhh.. I forgot the other twin's name) and also a boy named Azman were the people who went. The 1st part of the workshop was.. Finding out who you are. Yes, it was.. smth like that. lmao. And also smth about journeying from the known world (today) into the unknown world (tomorrow).
Yeah yeah it sounds kinda.. meh.. now. Ah well. Lunch break from 12.30 - 1.30. Went over to the conviniently located Giant across the street and KFC :DDDD God the chicken's literally drenched in oil.
Session 2 was from 1.30 to 4.30. With breaks in between. The place had some really nice snacks :D
Enrich! which was the centre's name. lol.
Blablabla. I'm done for today. Tomorrow will be the 2nd day of the workshop. Guess it'll be another tiring day..
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Perfect World
isn't that great after all.
It's just the same as Cabal and Shaiya.. Or quite similar to both..
Only.. it isn't as much fun playing it.. for stupid reasons.
The two lines that I said. That 1 moment. It's stuck in my head.
It's just the same as Cabal and Shaiya.. Or quite similar to both..
Only.. it isn't as much fun playing it.. for stupid reasons.
The two lines that I said. That 1 moment. It's stuck in my head.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
You were my greatest mistake
I fell in love with your sins, your littlest sins.
Sigh.. This is so boring.. I need smth to do.
Sigh.. This is so boring.. I need smth to do.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
I'm addicted to her
Because that girl is just like me.
Went to Sunway yesterday, my 1st outing after SPM. Felt stangely just like any other outing. LoLx. But 1st had to get over to school to drop off the remaining books.It went a lot faster than I expected. Ash got screwed cause pn. reetha thought he lost his book :D
Got over to Sam's place after that. Jon fetched both me and Ash.. and also jw who we saw walking to school. It was already 10 or so, and Sam was still in bed. Not strange, seeing it IS Sam :D. Just hung around for almost 2 hours waiting for Gazi to get up and get his ass over to Sam's place as well playing HoN and whatnot.
Sunway. Me, Sam, Gazi, jw, wk, Ash, Jon, wy a.k.a. lala zai. Went to watch Ninja Assassin :DDDD
The week before that we watched Ninja, which was also another ninja movie (durh). LoLness.
Ran into Shane as well. "So guys, you all going to watch Moonlight?" that was the 1st thing he said LOL. The movie was.. quite entertaining, and somewhat gory. The amount of blood was just >.>. $15,555,999.90!!!
Then... CC! Cause the stupid pool was full and overcrowded. Spent almost an hour there playing.. DotA! The ancient game. God, it was friggin slow compared to HoN. Then.. Went back to pool.
Dinner at Mr. Tepanyaki. Or however you spell that. Was okay considering my 1st time eating there.
Blablabla I feel damn lazy to write.
For some reason I'm starting to find writing blog posts really.. tedious and somewhat repetitive.
Went to Sunway yesterday, my 1st outing after SPM. Felt stangely just like any other outing. LoLx. But 1st had to get over to school to drop off the remaining books.It went a lot faster than I expected. Ash got screwed cause pn. reetha thought he lost his book :D
Got over to Sam's place after that. Jon fetched both me and Ash.. and also jw who we saw walking to school. It was already 10 or so, and Sam was still in bed. Not strange, seeing it IS Sam :D. Just hung around for almost 2 hours waiting for Gazi to get up and get his ass over to Sam's place as well playing HoN and whatnot.
Sunway. Me, Sam, Gazi, jw, wk, Ash, Jon, wy a.k.a. lala zai. Went to watch Ninja Assassin :DDDD
The week before that we watched Ninja, which was also another ninja movie (durh). LoLness.
Ran into Shane as well. "So guys, you all going to watch Moonlight?" that was the 1st thing he said LOL. The movie was.. quite entertaining, and somewhat gory. The amount of blood was just >.>. $15,555,999.90!!!
Then... CC! Cause the stupid pool was full and overcrowded. Spent almost an hour there playing.. DotA! The ancient game. God, it was friggin slow compared to HoN. Then.. Went back to pool.
Dinner at Mr. Tepanyaki. Or however you spell that. Was okay considering my 1st time eating there.
Blablabla I feel damn lazy to write.
For some reason I'm starting to find writing blog posts really.. tedious and somewhat repetitive.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
All of the stars are fading away
Try not to worry, you'll see them someday.
This is it, the end. The end of SPM, the end of my school life, the end of 11 years of wearing school uniform, the end of all the "tension" I've been through the past year.
Somehow I feel I should be happier. Yet I'm not.
This is it, the end. The end of SPM, the end of my school life, the end of 11 years of wearing school uniform, the end of all the "tension" I've been through the past year.
Somehow I feel I should be happier. Yet I'm not.
Monday, December 7, 2009
I'll be your man
Take me as I am. I just wanna be with you.
Today was the first day I spent without playing HoN, thanks to Plant Vs Zombies lolololol.
Tomorrow's Chemistry.. Smile! =D hahaha~! It'll be the last day of exams.. and plus, IT'S CHEMISTRY. I could never be more prepared ! =DDD
Or so I hope..
Today was the first day I spent without playing HoN, thanks to Plant Vs Zombies lolololol.
Tomorrow's Chemistry.. Smile! =D hahaha~! It'll be the last day of exams.. and plus, IT'S CHEMISTRY. I could never be more prepared ! =DDD
Or so I hope..
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Plants Vs Zombies
One word. ADDICTIVE!
HAHAHAHA, it's just like.. tower defence.. with plants LOL.
Chem in 2 days, I really shouldn't be playing. But hey, it's chem :)
Friday, December 4, 2009
Fireflies
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep.
Planned a group study today. All that's left is Chemistry, why don't we try to study and ace it? :D
Went to McD at 12 (after losing a game thanks to lalazai) so yeah. Attempted studying for about.. almost 2 hours, which consisted mostly of eating, and talking random crap about HoN. Strike 1.
Then went over to Sam's house. Using wk's bike. cause I was going over to kx's place to pick up his external hardrive or whatever you call it, for Sam to backup all his files as mine is full and really annoying to remove from my comp. Was almost there when Sam called and told me kx was out. great.. just awesome. I called back to WY and the rest and asked should I come back, but he told me "Nvm la we waiting for jw to finish eating, you go 1st la" So I went ahead. Went to Sam's house. Random chitchat. Then he showed me some random game "Plants vs Zombies" Dude give me that game it's friggin' awesome! LoL!!
Then the rest got there. And as usual wk in his usual manner, appears enraged I took his bike and went ahead without returning it to him by going ALL THE WAY back to McD rushed me as aggresively as possibly, attempted to throw me over the railing at the stairs before pinning me to a wall. And of course you could hear ash in the background "I have nothing to do with this!!" before running off. As angry as I might have felt, didn't bother fighting back, was way too tired from cycling all the way to Sam's place. Let him enjoy his moment. Put simply.. Might as well throw the dog a bone. And I meant that in a completely metaphorical way.
Then we spent the next.. hour or so before Jon and Gazi came, watching Sam take zombies out with his army of plantlife. Strike 2.
DemDemDem!! Let's all go watch a movie!! NINJA!! Guess you can assume what happened next. The next 2 hours of nothing but watching blood and gore. Whee. Strike 3.
Failed study attempt. AGAIN.
Planned a group study today. All that's left is Chemistry, why don't we try to study and ace it? :D
Went to McD at 12 (after losing a game thanks to lalazai) so yeah. Attempted studying for about.. almost 2 hours, which consisted mostly of eating, and talking random crap about HoN. Strike 1.
Then went over to Sam's house. Using wk's bike. cause I was going over to kx's place to pick up his external hardrive or whatever you call it, for Sam to backup all his files as mine is full and really annoying to remove from my comp. Was almost there when Sam called and told me kx was out. great.. just awesome. I called back to WY and the rest and asked should I come back, but he told me "Nvm la we waiting for jw to finish eating, you go 1st la" So I went ahead. Went to Sam's house. Random chitchat. Then he showed me some random game "Plants vs Zombies" Dude give me that game it's friggin' awesome! LoL!!
Then the rest got there. And as usual wk in his usual manner, appears enraged I took his bike and went ahead without returning it to him by going ALL THE WAY back to McD rushed me as aggresively as possibly, attempted to throw me over the railing at the stairs before pinning me to a wall. And of course you could hear ash in the background "I have nothing to do with this!!" before running off. As angry as I might have felt, didn't bother fighting back, was way too tired from cycling all the way to Sam's place. Let him enjoy his moment. Put simply.. Might as well throw the dog a bone. And I meant that in a completely metaphorical way.
Then we spent the next.. hour or so before Jon and Gazi came, watching Sam take zombies out with his army of plantlife. Strike 2.
DemDemDem!! Let's all go watch a movie!! NINJA!! Guess you can assume what happened next. The next 2 hours of nothing but watching blood and gore. Whee. Strike 3.
Failed study attempt. AGAIN.
FEAR THE ABANDONED TOILET SEAT OF DEATH!
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Careful
December's here. It came a lot faster than I thought it would. Only have 2 days left including today to read up 2 years worth of physics, better make it count.
Currently in a delicate state of peace of mind. I've learnt my lesson, I know better than to try to mess myself up on purpose. I may be able to keep myself together, it's better to not risk anything stupid. Least I know now that all is not lost. Feels kinda strange to feel relax. =)
Currently in a delicate state of peace of mind. I've learnt my lesson, I know better than to try to mess myself up on purpose. I may be able to keep myself together, it's better to not risk anything stupid. Least I know now that all is not lost. Feels kinda strange to feel relax. =)
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