Firstly, hatred I once harbored for certain people is gone. It feels kinda good, like a weight's been lifted. Guess the only reason I held on to that hatred was the same one that held me together.
Secondly, I was wrong. I thought I'd easily grow numb to the pain. One minute, it's dulled and somewhat bearable. And the next, the pain intensifies comes back burning my soul inside. But I suppose it only comes back whenever I'm in close proximity. :(
I told myself I wouldn't care, but I still can't help worrying for the sake of another.
I'm starting to doubt myself. The question now is.. Will that once in a lifetime experience be worth the unbearable pain that follows?
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