Things just keep getting worse

Well.. I think that proves something. I get it, nobody enjoys the presence of a downright depressed bastard who's nothing more than an annoyance. Congratz, someone's just managed to drive another stake through my heart. Don't know how much more of this I can take. This is by far, the worst shitty fucked up year of my life. I guess, from this point onward, there's nothing I can ever do anymore, and everything I never did will come back to haunt me. Still I can't bring myself to face the very source of my depression, I don't have the will. Denial's got a firm grip on me and it isn't letting go. For what it's worth.. I'm sorry.