Envy.
He's smart, well to do, and has someone to love.
This is suppose to be a seperate post but I'll just edit it in here, don't want to many posts cluttering up the page.
No, I don't deserve such praise. I never ever put in the nessecary amount of effort needed for any exams. To date. I've been relying on sheer luck, nothing more. Every time someone tells me I don't have to study, there's a numbing guilt inside. I'm nowhere near as smart as some of the people I know.
Which brings about the issue.
I really should study, as though my life depended on it.
Yet I know the moment I sign out, I'll start dawdling about, without a care in the world.
Sigh.
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